Mencintai dalam diam..

"Walau aku hanya bisa memandangimu dalam rinduku, namun saat melihatmu tersenyum rasanya sungguh membahagiakanku"

Tololnya, Butanya, Piciknya aku..

Aku ini siapa?
Apa aku ini di matanya?
Untuk apa ini semua?
Semua sia-sia kuberi
Kuberi semua untuknya
Untuknya kusakit
Untuknya kurelakan semua

Ku perlu tolol 'tuk tak merasa sia-sia
Ku perlu buta 'tuk tak merasa sakit
Ku perlu picik 'tuk setia
Aku perlu tolol bodoh picik 'tuk bahagiakannya

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The End of My Hope

The End of My Hope

In the morning I wake up, and I realize

I close my eyes to see your face, imagine you

Imagine your eyes, where I find peace…

I’m smilling but I’m dying inside

My hand is on my phone,

waiting for you to call me cause I'm lonely

I wish you were here, and I realize again that you wouldn’t

I wanted words from you, but I got just nothing

Leave me here alone with these memories

I wish you could feel what's going on inside of me

I love you so much more when you’re not here

Just give me the sweetest goodbye from you

It’s gonna be hard

I want you to know that this is the hardest thing

It is the end of all hope

I Will Wait

I Will Wait

I want to hug you soon ...
Take for accompanied my steps ...
But not right to me ...
And I wouldn’t force it ...

You're still not mine ...
Not yet a beloved ...
And I have not become part of your life ...
Not to be the one who always fill your heart ...

You're like a month ...
Glow in the dark night ...
Seen by my eyes without a barrier ...
But you're tough unattainable

But I must endure ...
Because you've given me hope ...
Would love an almost impossible unattainable

Although I know it's not as easy as reaching you ...
Because what you want is not just me ...
Only a dreamer with a piece of poetry...
But I'm definitely waiting for you ...
Waiting for an answer from my love ...